Friday, February 23, 2007

superglue

I have to confess I'm a lazy mother. Definitely not that kind of mother who'll devote a lot of energy to caretaking or educating fu. The only good thing I've done for him is probably to 100% breastfeed him until he's 12 months old.

Thus it never fails to make me wonder why fu is sooooo sticky to me when he's sick. His favourite phrase now has been "mummy carryyou". (Obviously, he's yet to understand the meaning of "you")

I have lost my mobility especially when we are at my mil's house. He'll be trailing my every step or making his "mummy carryyou" demands making it so difficult for me even just to relief myself. I just broke free from him so I can steal some time to go swimming. Sigh.. I really hate to see him cry but if I'm not hen xin enough then I would be as good as someone walking with chains and locks around his ankles.

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